
Actually, I feel very stressful when I in level6 class, even though my teacher is trying to make the class time funny. He is a very kind person and very funny. However, there are many people in my class, who are really excellent gays. When we discuss something whatever politics or business in class, they know everything. They are really excellent. Therefore, I am afraid about those kinds of situations, and I almost stop to talk. I always compare me to my classmate. I feel so stressful in our class. When I under the stress, I can not do any thing. Sometimes, I can not stop thinking the mistakes in my summary assessments. I just want to give up.
After the interview on Friday, I was very upset. I met Beata in the YUELI office, and we talked a lot. I said everything to her, and told her my feeling. She just likes my

I was thinking what did she say to me in the way I went to home, and I think she is right. I can not use my weaknesses to compare with other’s strongpoint. I know who I am, and I believe that I can not let my past and present to dictate I am, and let just be a part of who I will become. I can not just give up like this, I need hurry up.